Emptiness is a hidden reality from everyday experience. It hides among the crowds , in dealing with people, also in the amount of information we process every day. But despite this , there are certain experiences that are revealed to us that is real. Death , false friendships , betrayal , failures are examples of situations that disillusioned us as there is .
From childreness we where set in the way we process stereotypes of "how should our existence be ." How society is and will always work the same way .
And as subliminally help each other does not work and is not sustainable. How everything should be sexual and plastic.
Ultimately how the wheel turns by selfishness. As you make you better or worse in that unreal society. I mean that having more money, which is the subliminal order imposed on us , you will not be happy. You are not a better person for having more money .
Be better person depends on how capable you are.
In my case , if I'm worth as a person I will prove it soon . Right now I am stuck in a cycle of procrastination , little sleep and melancholy. Hate melancholy is the attempt to look yourself in the achievements of the past, not the capabilities you hold , not on your ability to make this moment the one.
The truth lies behind the weaknesses. Of the need not to be alone to not see it , stereotypes , girders time and space. The reality is that you live alone and die alone . When you 're alone , that's when you contemplate the emptiness and looking back at you naked,
. It tells you who you really are , which are not happy with what you're really proud of , what are your most hidden truths.
"Only in the darkness of my room I found him. Told me who I was. I do not express in words . It was a strong emotion. A laugh of pride , cruelty and irony at the same time . Emptiness was like a mirror when I saw the being who he really was. " Alexander Pain
