The Void will always stares back.

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   Emptiness is a hidden reality from everyday experience. It hides among the crowds , in dealing with people, also in the amount of information we process every day. But despite this , there are certain experiences that are revealed to us that is real. Death , false friendships , betrayal , failures are examples of situations that disillusioned us as there is .


From childreness we where set in the way we process stereotypes of "how should our existence be ." How society is and will always work the same way .


And as subliminally help each other does not work and is not sustainable. How everything should be sexual and plastic.

Ultimately how the wheel turns by selfishness. As you make you better or worse in that unreal society. I mean that having more money, which is the subliminal order imposed on us , you will not be happy. You are not a better person for having more money .

Be better person depends on how capable you are.

 In my case , if I'm worth as a person I will prove it soon . Right now I am stuck in a cycle of procrastination , little sleep and melancholy. Hate melancholy is the attempt to look yourself in the achievements of the past, not the capabilities you hold , not on your ability to make this moment the one.

 The truth lies behind the weaknesses. Of the need not to be alone to not see it , stereotypes , girders time and space. The reality is that you live alone and die alone . When you 're alone , that's when you contemplate the emptiness and looking back at you naked,
. It tells you who you really are , which are not happy with what you're really proud of , what are your most hidden truths.

"Only in the darkness of my room I found him. Told me who I was. I do not express in words . It was a strong emotion. A laugh of pride , cruelty and irony at the same time . Emptiness was like a mirror when I saw the being who he really was. " Alexander Pain

THE COIN WITH TWO FACES

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I close my eyes and I look into my being .

What I see is a journey in space-time . A melody formed by layersof decisions. If I had taken other or had not taken would be another song, not mine. 

The thing is that my theme has a very peculiar structure, is generally a slow melody in a minor key , but often is triggered by short but powerful explosion  phases . That explosion is what justifies the other times when the melody is monotonous. If the intensity was always the same , would be meaningless . The intensity would be monotony.

The weakness , misery , the error will be with because we are drawn to ground from thousands of lines. which trace a line with a single blow or from a mental pattern that repeats or does on tracing paper tracing an image. Neither is a risk. One defined from what is already known and the other of what others know .

The error is not as we understand something harmful , at least not always. Harmful is something that can hurt us. The error is just an unexpected result something  we pretended not to get. Many people speak of learning from it, but I think is  more correct "accept it" . Maybe that error is not what we were looking for , but it may be a different opportunity .

Also is not the point wandering paths.... thousand, thousand opportunities but to focus our perception of what we seek.

 Is strong who realizes that the man is miserable and accepts it. It should be hard to realize that one is not as you would like, you never got to be perfect and on the other hand keep plugging at it. Because that's progress. Because that is our no-limit.

 The man lives and dies in that duality: is weak because it can never satisfy his ambition, but is strong because it will keep trying.

"The strengths make sense with the existence of weaknesses" Alexander Pain

Who i'm? WHO I AM !

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   Questions about the meaning of life are treated in psychology and Christian spiritualism as questions whose answer is not absolute. Also are not absolute
(for them) the definitions of the overall ideas such as love , justice and beauty.  The relativism that makes it seem that these materials are rapidly changing to lose sense to consider any of these things . Everything is so variable to them ... as "adaptive " that fits all circumstances . For example more whores ladies say that love does not exist , the usurer that equity is not just ugly and bizarre that beauty is on the inside. It is clear that the analysis of these things has nuances regarding who makes them . Nuances not deny that part may be true , especially for their experiences and by others. But there is a tangible part about these concepts, such as the concecuences . If you're ugly you're ugly , if you're charging in black that money is illegal, if you fuck one every week is what you want and need.
  
Buddhists are saying that you're nobody. All committed to their stuff.

Well, I 'm Alejandro Pain : get an example of how such things must being valued .

WHO AM I

 First I 'm going to be based on actual facts , as is physically obvious . I am a human being and that means that there are three forms of conduct at the same time:

  1 - I'M RATIONAL : I have a mind sorting, I ordered, judged reality to create patterns.


2 - I AM REPTILIAN: I have a reptilian mind that underlies my impulses, my needs, my more elementary behaviors, such as hunger, sex, sleep ... etc

 3 - I AM UNREASONABLE: part of my acts without sorting order and judge things. It is intuition. The irrational mind is 80% more efficient in filtering information that rational.

                            

And since I'm a human being I am made ​​up of systems that are responsible for the proper functioning of my physical. I have some physical characteristics: I have FORCE RESISTANCE SKILL I'VE GOT A RECOVERY in a specific scales. We are not just mental or physical. We are both. Health is the state in which neither of them has flaws that could compromise our survival. THAT'S WHAT WE ARE ALL IN GENERAL

SPECIFICALLY I AM THAT JUDGE ABOUT THESE FEATURES AND WHAT I SEE THAT JUDGE OTHERS. I AM FOR OTHERS WHAT THEY JUDGE.



MY JUDGMENT SAYS I AM:

ALEXANDER PAIN

"I never had Labia and many reproached me. I never get sick about it. What it make me  was  that they use their gift to cover his weakness" Alexander Pain