BREAKING DIMENSIONS (Verbum Horror)

 

I find it hard to distinguish what is right and  what is wrong

I'm talking about my actions.
in the past I noticed myself and how I felt, but that does not work  , because my feelings are very rare, they are too intense or few. The risk feeling  is the perfect example: In subnormal things I foresee very high risk and vice versa. In regards to my survival, did not feel any fear .

But it seems far better that look at the others , since apparently what matters to them is hiding. Although is not always the case. I guess there is a measure in which serves slightly .

Somehow they have their reasons to hide. I talk about being transparent, although it could be more . Only a matter of time that the beast is released.

I don't know what to think about t thousands of things. And it's a problem because if I do not position myself about my behavior does make me wander alone doing nothing.

The most come for what I've recently discovered : the capacity of  abstraction of the human being is such that it has created a separate world that is constantly confused with the physical reality.

If we have a piece of broken glass on the floor, for us humans means a number of things such as dangerous ... But in the physical world is a piece of glass with its properties , it is translucent , has a hardness , size ... etc . The danger is that glass causes us nothing but a prediction that we can cut if we touch it. But that prediction does not have to happen. if you cut , you cut and if not, then no. And if you short then it is a fact. We say it is good or bad, but it is for us : it is a judgment that we do and is independent : it is bad for us cut off , but the glass,  an inanimate object, nature , the universe, the cosmos and whatever .... it is not . That assessment we do is INDEPENDENT of what the fact itself.

For just yet .

According to this it is possible that there not good nor bad, neither truths nor Lies. And is possible that there is not justice. That would mean that the control limits imposed by society , society itself just created this artificial reality made from human judgment. I mean, it would be as that  if trials, valuations that humans do,have no value.

guess if you're reading this you're thinking you're going to not get this in your head (or think it's a total twisted idea). Well I'll tell you because you even think that. We, as humans,  like to identify with our thoughts, believe that we are what we think. The ego is preventing you stop being so, because otherwise your existence would be meaningless , at least for you , because as I said makes sense by itself , no matter how you judge it.

Well, I think that dimension our minds created  is real , but not at the same level . Let's say the physical world is where accuracy is demonstrated.

Recognition , money , subsistence, settle down, raise a family, work ... They are nothing more than acts that have taken shape from the ingenuity of man. They are poor representations of what creativity can do. The world in which we live is the demonstration of what this abstraction can do . If this good or bad depends on the person that looks .

My painting progress:

 

               

The venus 

( 50x70 cartón + acrílicos rojo negro y blanco)

It could be anyone . It is the image of women torn . The venus were  The Greeks canons of beauty. These are my canons : I like how people are inside. I like the red.

Red Eyes

(Oleo sobre tabla(DM) 80X70. )

As the half- full glass there , there is half empty. What happens is that there is also the fear of seeing the half empty. But do not worry , that's what I was born.

Model 1

 (50X70) 

     Test of proportions ( but not distorted ) , use of color and oils .

Lucifer's Potrait

(50X70 Oleo sobre lienzo)
It also deserves, as Mary and Jesus

 

(100x 63 oleo sobre lienzo )

Alexander Pain